Thursday, February 13, 2020

That Unexpected Love

It was New Year time! I wasn’t seeing anyone at that time, but I received a big box of chocolate. Those were actually my favourite! I spent many hours trying to figure out  who had sent me those chocolates. My ex from a few years ago? The guy I went on a few dates with but petered out? A secret admirer? And I didn’t want to call up any of these people and ask. Uhh….what a suspense!

After wondering for the whole day, in the evening I received a call from my best pal – Zubeen, who was studying in Delhi.

“Did you like the chocolates, bestie?”…..and now, I got to know who is the person behind my favourite chocolates.

“What is this yaar? You wasted my whole day… I kept thinking who has sent these to me.. kept wondering who could be my secret admirer…..”

“Arre, without admiration how can I be your best friend? This is just a trailer dear,…..wait for few days, a lovely surprise coming with me on the Valentine Day. Can you come to receive me on the Valentine Day at the airport?”

Huh??? What he was saying??? He had been my best friend for many years. It’s been three years now since we are apart, as he had taken admission in Delhi University. 

Zubeen’s dialogue stirred up my mind, excitement and emotion, distracted me from my study, enlivened my soul, and enthused my eagerness to meet him soon. I started doing self-introspection – did I admire him, like him, love him, did he really like me, love me, did he resemble with my dream boy, could I accept him as my boyfriend if he would propose me on the Valentine day…….And, and… what’s the surprise he would bring with him on the Valentine day! I was in a confused state, but, I was getting ‘Yes’ in most of the answers.

Two days left for the Valentine Day….my exhilaration, yet turmoil in my heart and soul was accelerating. I bought one bracelet and his favourite candy with my pocket money. I went to the parlour, did facial and curled my hair as he used to like curly hair. I planned to go to the airport to receive him in the morning. 

14th Feb.  8:30 AM. I was waiting for him in front of the arrival gate. I didn’t know why I was there. Why I was wearing my most favorite, beautiful pink dress…why I was wearing the matching crystal long earrings that dangled and playfully touching my shoulders. Why I tried to make myself beautiful as much as possible!!!! I saw myself in the mirror at least hundred times before coming out from my home.
Excitement. Excitement. Excitement.

It was 9 AM. Oh…. I could see him from far….. He was approaching towards me with a wide smile….. He was looking bright, fresh…. Yes! I wanted this kinda guy as my boyfriend, my fiancĂ©e, my husband. My heart started beating fast and faster….. I could see him in a new avatar.

“Heyyyy…….” I couldn’t realise when he reached me. He hugged me…

“Thanks so much dear…. You have come. I have a surprise for you….”

He turned back, extend his left hand to hold the hand of a beautiful girl  with long curly hair, who was walking behind him….

“Hey… meet my Valentine.  We are going around for one year now…. I wanted to introduce her to you as you are my bestie…”

For a moment, I felt like Sita (Ramayana)…as if I will plead Mother Earth to open the ground and take me in her lap…..

But, Voila!!! I realized next very moment that there were two basement parkings down the airport…..No no no no….

Happy Valentine's Day, anyway!!!!

Sunday, July 28, 2019

In My Wedding Interview

“Will you be able to stay with my parents for six months after our wedding?” He asked.

Puzzled!!! I just stopped for a while and looked at him, wondered why he asked me the question. Suspected myself if I was really a delay catcher, ‘Tube light’ as often described by few of my friends!
We were walking after our dinner as we were neighbors in the same colony. Winter night in Delhi, while temperature was going down every minute, our good feelings for each other were soaring high. After a perfect co-ordination, we used to regularly meet at the colony lane for the after-dinner walk. Oh! What a never ending wait that used to be! Ofcourse, those were the days before we called it “Let’s be together”…while love was all the time buzzing around our minds and souls like a cheerful bee. 

“Yes”……..after a pause… “Yes, why not? If needed, I will take sabbatical…” I didn’t want to disappoint him. I responded that serious question with confidence, though still toying with my mind for the ‘why’ underneath. Was his Indian mentality wanted to test my thought process???  
I saw him smiling lightly..

“But, in one condition….” I too put my checker card….It was a golden opportunity for me to materialize my secret desire of long years, inspired by Bollywood movies, if he would agree.

“Yes, sure, tell me…”

“You will have to propose me in the market area with a loud voice.”

Now, he stopped for a moment, looked at me with a question of ‘why’. I could visualize him as Paresh Rawal of Judai with a Question sign on his forehead – for a moment. I knew it would be an uphill task for him.

“Yes..” ….after a pause.. “Sure, why not?” Oh! He agreed.

So, we made the deal.

Next day. We met at the nearby market place, as usual. It was a hustling bustling shopping place with full of food stalls, lines of auto and rickshaw pullers, tiny shops selling stationery, vegetables, fruits, sweets and every household essentials. When any car used to pass by, a huge traffic jam would surely ensue. Honking sound, hawkers’ calls, bells of rickshaws and bi-cycles, chores of vegetable sellers, all would make you feel you are lost for a while….

We ate chowmein from a fast food corner, bought some vegetables and were going towards our colony.

Suddenly, I could hear one voice saying, “Love you lady, will you marry me?”

Oh! What was that! A familiar voice! It was unexpected. Volume was ok, but, it was so quick that I got fully confused from which side the voice was coming….

I looked back…I looked down…. He was on one of his knees….

He was tying his shoes lace, though his face was upwards and facing towards me…..

With a smile of triumph, with a wink, he uttered…. “I did my task.”

Few rickshaw pullers, onlookers were quite confused if everything was fine. Few of them started starring at us.

What to do now……,wondered whether to accept the completion of the task or ask to re-do.

Looking at his innocent face which he was intentionally making, I had to accept for the time being….

12 years Today! I am still keeping a silent desire to repeat the same…..though I am not sure if he will …someday, someway, by the way!!!

Happy Anniversary to us, anyways!!!! :)

Friday, June 14, 2019

That Creepy Night

We moved to a new rented flat. Though it was amidst the hustle bustle of the market, it was inside a gated community. The community was quite green, full of trees, in fact, I could say it had a beautiful green canopy of trees.  At night, normally after 11 PM, the place used to become quite calm and tranquil, as all shops were closed by that time. There was a huge banyan tree next to our house. Our master bedroom balcony opened up to the shades of the tree. The tree might be almost 100 years old, probably. In the day time, one laundry man earned his living – setting up a small stall under the tree. Only issue of the place which used to haunt me sometimes, was a mortuary of a hospital next to our community boundary, which was visible from our flat.

Three months passed. Our lives became quite easy….as the that flat was near to our offices. Winter season was almost winding-up. Spring was verging in. My husband was out of station for one week. I was all alone at home. During those nights, I used to switch on the TV to avoid loneliness.

On the second day, I was extremely tired. I had too much of work stress as my global boss was visiting India. I was late from office. Somehow, I managed to put some rice and one potato in the pressure cooker, and waited for extra two/ three whistles so that I could open the lid quickly.

Mashing the boiled potato with mustard oil, salt and green chilly, I quickly gobbled a plateful of rice and went to bed directly to let my whole body relax on the bed. Cold was still reigning during the night time…. Putting myself under the blanket, I slept at around 9 PM, when market outside was still lively and busy.

Middle of the night. Suddenly, I got up with some dripping sound from my bathroom. I got scared. Is there any one inside….or some negative power came inside my home? I tried to recall if I had closed the main door properly or not. I didn’t have enough courage to remove my blanket and get down from the bed to see what’s happening.

“Jhanak, Jhanak, Jhanak…….” Suddenly I could hear some payal or ghungru sound from my balcony, which was just opposite side of the bathroom.

I understood….some evil power was all set to haunt me for the whole night. I searched for the mobile phone. Thank God! It was not so far from me. It was almost 1 AM. Other days, I used to hear the night guard’s whistle. But that day, though I tried to ponder my whole attention… I couldn't hear. I was clueless what to do. Husband was also seven seas away. What to do….!!! I was too new to the place to call any neighbor of that relation.

The ghungru sound was continuing….. dripping sound was still on….And, my heart beats were accelerating....

Almost half an hour was over like this……

I thought as the evil forces were not attacking me till now…. I should do something…..
I was lucky enough all of a sudden….
I heard the whistle of the night chowkidar….
He was coming towards our side….

The creepy sounds were still on….

When I could feel that the night guard was almost under my flat, I immediately jumped up to switch on the light of the bedroom. Oops….Nothing was there….

But, the sounds were on……

I gathered some courage now….went to the living room to see if the door lock was open. No….it was locked from inside….balcony doors were also closed. I took one kitchen knife….and approached the bathroom. Opened the door with a big bang……

Nothing was there……but, water was drippling from the tap. I probably forgot to tighten it.
Now, with brave heart, I planned to go out to the balcony of my bedroom, from where the sound of ghungru was still coming……

I opened the door….. The sound was coming from the banyan tree…… it was still on….
I could see the guard with black – knee-length jacket and a cap.

I called him – “Bhaiya…..”
He responded…..”Yes Madam……is everything alright?”

I hide the knife, and didn’t delay to ask “Can you hear some ghungru sound? Or am I the only one to hear that….”

I could see his smile though vaguely….which was gradually converting into a laugh….
“Yes Madam….
…….That’s the sound of a seasonal – migratory bird. This sound you will usually get to hear… they will make their abode here for this whole season……”
“No worry Madam….you go inside and sleep peacefully…..”

Ooh……..I was sooooo relaxed after almost 2 hours of anxiety…..

Don't you think that I was quite the way??? What's say???

Wednesday, June 5, 2019

My Love Story of that Summer

“No need to send them to your mom’s house this year.” I could hear my authoritarian grandma commanding over her daughter-in-law.

“Last year, they came back with tanned bodies, loosing many kilos, I just couldn’t recognize them. This summer, let them be here. Engage them in summer camps.” She was firm.

My mom was quiet, probably thinking whether she should rebel her mom-in-law. My brother and me were insisting mom….. to send us to our granny’s house – the cool, beautiful village.

Previous years, we had so much fun. We did fishing in the ponds and rivers, went to the paddy fields, collected eggs fresh from the hen house, pulled carrots and potatoes from the ground, and berries from a bush, climbed mangoes and jackfruits trees. Both of us became early risers to go to the farm to feed the animals, accompany uncle to take out milk from the cows.

All those activities were calling us this year too, like every other summer vacation.  Ofcourse, this year, I had a special reason though. I was excited to meet someone….yes! someone very special for me.

Second day, last year. My brother was playing marbles with my cousin brothers. I was reading one of Ranju Hazarika thriller and detective stories under a big tree, laying a cane mattress with two three pillows. Two years younger, cousin sis- Hema was engrossing herself into a tinkle with a smiling face, probably reading Supandi’s stories.

“Hema, distribute these mangoes among all the kids.” Aunt came and handed over a huge tray with 7 - 8 banana leaves having grated mangoes with green chilies and black salt.

Hema started distributing among all the children. Everyone went to the tubewell to wash their hands to eat those yummy khatta mitha mangoes.

I was almost to dive into my share, suddenly, one male voice singing a lovely Bengali song, playing a base guitar hit my ears. It was from the nearby mango orchard. I was mesmerized to listen to the unplugged song in such a beautiful ambience, lying under the shades of a tree. His voice was floating with the waves of the sweet breeze and touching my mind and soul…..

“Wowww ……who’s singing, Hema?” I couldn’t resist myself.

“He is Shyamal da! He is our neighbor’s relative. He is from Kolkata. Studying in class IX, a great singer. He came here a week back.”

One year senior to me. “What a voice!” I exclaimed.

“He looks good too….” Hema instantly responded with a mysterious smile.

Shyamal kept singing Bengali, Assamse and Hindi numbers one after another. His voice was spellbinding. The guitar tune and scale proved his expertise in strings. I felt like meeting him, though I kept that as my silent desire.

In the afternoon, we all kids went to sail on the banana stem boats in the nearby swamp area  and also to do fishing. Our youngest uncle accompanied us, as he had a big fishery next to the swamp area. We were really excited. We collected few earth worms, fishing stick, thread and needle, all set to catch the fishes.

Three boys were already fishing at the swamp area.

“Hey Raju, what’s the number?” My uncle called one of the guys whom I knew.

“Three small magur fishes till now…uncle!” He turned and replied.

“Hey Maadhu , hey Jats! When you guys arrived? Great to see you…” Raju da was happy to see us there.

“Hey Shaymal, could you catch any?” My uncle asked another guy..

The boy got up from his place…. “No uncle….fishes yet to recognize me…”

We all laughed loud. He looked at me…..with a question mark, though he didn’t ask anything.

Oops that’s the singer. Yes, Hema was right, he was dashing too. His one look was enough for me. It was electrifying. Something wrong was going to happen with me shortly… I was sure.

I was enjoying with all other team members, but, my eyes were constantly diverting my mind towards that boy….the boy from Kolkata!

Next day morning, we planned to go to the river to take bath in the morning. As monsoon was yet to come, river was not so deep.  

We got up early morning. To reach the river, we had to walk through the narrow muddy lane amidst maze and rice fields. Our uncle was planning to teach us how to swim. We would have to return before the sun become scorching.

We jumped into the river – Dichang. Our happiness, excitement was echoing all nearby obstacles.

“Hey guys…..”  Raju da suddenly appeared on the bank of the river – clapping at us.

And….and yes! He was there……I was thrilled. My heart and mind were becoming uncontrollable – infact, my skin too became brighter what I could feel.

They also came down to accompany us….though not very near. Me and Hema kept some distance ofcourse.

I caught Shyamal looking at me two/ three times too, in between.

As sun was gradually becoming blistering, we came out of the water and headed towards home.

In the afternoon, my aunt told us that we all kids were invited to Raju da’s house as it was his cousin’s birthday.

We all were excited. Me too. I, consciously or unconsciously started counting the hours…mind kept me busy thinking what would I wear, how would I keep my curly uncontrollable hair….

At last, the next evening came. We were all set to go to Raju da’s house. It was just 200 mtrs away from our house. My heart was beating faster while I was approaching their gate. And, I knew very clearly why……..!!!!

We were welcomed very well. Sitting arrangement was brilliant. Bamboo and cane mattresses all around. Few lamps were hanged on the trees. Golden, silver and red satin ribbons and white ballons, hanging from the trees were looking incredible. I had never seen such amazing ambience in a village birthday party.

My eyes were looking for him…..But, I couldn’t find him anywhere within my vision.

“Whole concept is by Shyamal…..” Raju da’s father was explaining to someone….
Ohhh…. my God! Again, there is an another reason to make my heart and mind weaker….

It was almost an hour. We already finished our scrumptious snacks.

Suddenly, we could see Raju da coming to the centre and announcing – “We have with us a special guest from far – from Kolkata today…. To mesmerize your mind and soul with his voice and his finger on strings…..Let me introduce you to Shyamal Das – the amazing persona, a handsome boy with a beautiful soul and creative mind….”

“Gunjaa koyi…. Mere naam karr diya…..Saaki ne phir se mera jam bhar diya..”

Ohhh…..What a voice! What a presentation…..I understood… he became my dream boy… Nothing could stop me in falling love with him now…

I couldn’t resist myself…I told my feeling for him to Hema. She asked me, so what next?

We decided that I would send an appreciation note to him. And, we did. I wrote only few words….in a sheet of paper – “Your voice is mesmerizing…Regards, Maadhu” and gave to Hema.

Hema promised me that she would give to Shyamal taking out a chance.

In the evening, we both went to the swamp area…saw him along with another guy fishing there. Guitar was lying next to them. We went ahead and he saw us, came forward.

“Hey Hema, where are you gals going?”

“We are out just for a walk….Hey Shyamal da, meet Maadhu from Guwahati….”

“Great meeting you….”

“You have an amazing voice…” I appreciated. Thought now the note had no value.

“Thank you.”

“Here is note from her to you…”  In fraction of second, Hema handed over the note to him.

We were so embarrassed, that we disappeared from the place immediately before he looked at it.

In the evening, I could hear his voice outside…in the yard. I and Hema got scared if he would complain to our aunts and uncles. My hands and feet became cold.

We had our all ears to the conversation.

“Aunty, can you call Hema? She asked me for a book….So, I bought it for her.” We could hear him saying.

“Hema, can you come here, Shyamal is here to give you a book…” aunty called Hema.

Hema was very scared, but, with my assurance that I am there to take all responsibilities, she went ahead slowly.

“Hey Hema, you wanted this children novel, right? Take this and return me once you finish reading it. It’s very interesting book, by the way. I loved it!”

Hema almost snatched the book and ran into me….. Immediately, both of us closed the door, and looked for something inside the book.

We got it….

“You liked only my voice?  I expected more…
….Your hair is lovely…..pulling me towards you…”

Oh.. My God!!!!! Hair? My Hair? Un-manageable, unkempt curly hair? Full of lice, the only reason I had fights with my mom…

Heights!!!  Is he sarcastic ? We were confused. How come he got to know about my lices?

We planned to buy Medicare shampoo next day and also to avoid him for next few days…. Hema and me spent time inside the house next two days.

Third day, Shyamal and Raju da came home with a proposal… that next day, they are planning to have a kids picnic in the nearby jungle. I saw him from a distance, he was looking at me. My uncle said yes, and contributed rice, vegetables and a duck on our behalf.

Raju da called me…”Hey Maadhu, be ready…. You need to cook tomorrow…”
I just smiled.

Next day. After washing my hair third time with Medicare shampoo, I joined the kids gang.
Raju da was in class X. And he was the leader.

I cut the potatoes. Shyamal was trying to match his eyes with me…all the time, while I kept avoiding.

Suddenly, Hema called me, infact pulled me to show something……

“I love you Maadhu….” It was encrypted on the bark of a tree.

“Hey……” A voice from behind….It was Shyamal.

…………………and it began….End of that summer vacation, we separated with a note and a promise to meet this year again.

So, somehow, someway, me and my brother managed to visit granny’s house.  Hema told me that Shyamal got selected in Indian Idol.

I knew it was a critical year for his studies, and it was tough for him to manage time as he got selected for Indian Idol, but, still dil hai ki manta nehi….. I kept waiting for him week after week…..month after month…..

I saw him in TV as he came to the top 10 of Indian Idol….

Will he try to connect with me someday???

Disclaimer : Not my own story!! :)

Saturday, July 28, 2018

That Bhatinda Special Day

It was the first winter after our marriage. He went to Bhatinda from Delhi by 9 PM Punjab Mail, which used to cross Bhatinda at 5 AM morning. The same train in which Shahid Kapoor met Kareena in the movie ‘Jab We Met’. Usually, he used to call me up when he got down at the station.

That day, I woke up at 7 AM, though was not out of bed. I looked at my mobile phone. No miss call. I called him up. He disconnected my call. Again, I called up. He disconnected. I called up at least 5 / 6 times. Last few times, it kept ringing, but he didn’t pick up.

Suddenly, the movie JWM started haunting me. Deep inside, the scenes of Aditya’s (Shahid) encountering Geet (Kareena) were flashing in front of my eyes. But, I consoled myself, convincing my sub-conscious mind that he already had met his Geet in November Rain of 2004.

Worry and wrath kept mounting. But, with “incredible” patience, I stopped calling him. I was aware that the guy – Thomas, who used to share the same office Guest House with him in Bhatinda, he had gone home for few days.

At 8:30 AM, I could not control myself. I called up Thomas to enquire if he had any contact number in which I could connect with him. Thank God! Thomas picked up my phone and asked me not to worry. And he promised me that he will call me back in a while.

Previous month, I went to Bhatinda to inspect his Guest House and the neighbourhood, for few days. Thank God! No girl’s hostel nearby!!! ;), got no suspicious stuff too. The Guest House – definitely, you need brave hearts to stay there. Jungle in the front, back, both the sides. No shops nearby. It was an industrial area. Hardly, you get to see any human being in the evening. Silence reigned in the surroundings. It was a two stories house with four bedrooms. I used to keep the TV volume high to break the silence, though we were three people in the house including Thomas.

It was 9 AM. I kept waiting. No call from Thomas. I had to get ready for office too. My worry and fury was continuously spiraling.

It was 9:45 AM. I just sat on my car for office. Suddenly, my phone rang. An unknown number. My heart beat suddenly reached peak.  I picked up the call quickly.

Thank God! It was his voice.

I quickly closed all car windows. I started my session without wasting a single second…..”Bla! Bla! Bla!.....Bla!”. Screamed, shouted my heart out…..

“Sorry! I lost my Mobile phone in the train. I could not call you as there was no PCO open.” He gently replied.

“The gentleman who received my handset, he will be returning to Delhi on Saturday and handover to me in the Bhatinda station. Such a nice guy he is, isn’t it?

I know, you called up 20 times! The guy told me.” He added.

“Then, why the hell he didn’t pick up my call and convey the message? He can’t be a gentleman…..I don’t agree.” I asked him with fury and frustration.

“…..hmmmm….Sorry Sweetheart! It’s a tough question to answer.” He softly replied.

“No….Why? You’ll have to tell me…” I was stubborn.

“’Coz………’Coz….your number is saved as ----“Hitler the Great” in my phone, and that’s why he got scared to pick up the call…”

Before, I say something, the call got disconnected…….!!! Intentional or call really dropped…???  We are celebrating our 11 yrs anniversary today! But, yet to get the real answer!!!  :)

Happy Anniversary to us!!!! 

Tuesday, October 3, 2017

An Evening Star

Twilight and evening bell,
Chirping of birds, smell of smoke
Evening star, and glow worm at far
And one clear call for me soon coming my way! I know….

Unsure what’s there after that dark!
I may not get up while I sleep…
But, No regret…No regret…
It was a long way…long journey….
I have completed a whole Century….

Hey kids!
Let’s there be no sadness of farewell
Let’s there be no moaning, when I put out to sea
I lived my life….

So many untold stories….
So many desires yet to be full-filled…
So many books yet to be read…..

(Just few months to go....She will be 100!!! My Grandma - in Law is reading books bare eyes....Isn't it awesome to see? )
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