Saturday, July 28, 2018

That Bhatinda Special Day




It was the first winter after our marriage. He went to Bhatinda from Delhi by 9 PM Punjab Mail, which used to cross Bhatinda at 5 AM morning. The same train in which Shahid Kapoor met Kareena in the movie ‘Jab We Met’. Usually, he used to call me up when he got down at the station.

That day, I woke up at 7 AM, though was not out of bed. I looked at my mobile phone. No miss call. I called him up. He disconnected my call. Again, I called up. He disconnected. I called up at least 5 / 6 times. Last few times, it kept ringing, but he didn’t pick up.

Suddenly, the movie JWM started haunting me. Deep inside, the scenes of Aditya’s (Shahid) encountering Geet (Kareena) were flashing in front of my eyes. But, I consoled myself, convincing my sub-conscious mind that he already had met his Geet in November Rain of 2004.

Worry and wrath kept mounting. But, with “incredible” patience, I stopped calling him. I was aware that the guy – Thomas, who used to share the same office Guest House with him in Bhatinda, he had gone home for few days.

At 8:30 AM, I could not control myself. I called up Thomas to enquire if he had any contact number in which I could connect with him. Thank God! Thomas picked up my phone and asked me not to worry. And he promised me that he will call me back in a while.

Previous month, I went to Bhatinda to inspect his Guest House and the neighbourhood, for few days. Thank God! No girl’s hostel nearby!!! ;), got no suspicious stuff too. The Guest House – definitely, you need brave hearts to stay there. Jungle in the front, back, both the sides. No shops nearby. It was an industrial area. Hardly, you get to see any human being in the evening. Silence reigned in the surroundings. It was a two stories house with four bedrooms. I used to keep the TV volume high to break the silence, though we were three people in the house including Thomas.

It was 9 AM. I kept waiting. No call from Thomas. I had to get ready for office too. My worry and fury was continuously spiraling.

It was 9:45 AM. I just sat on my car for office. Suddenly, my phone rang. An unknown number. My heart beat suddenly reached peak.  I picked up the call quickly.

Thank God! It was his voice.

I quickly closed all car windows. I started my session without wasting a single second…..”Bla! Bla! Bla!.....Bla!”. Screamed, shouted my heart out…..

“Sorry! I lost my Mobile phone in the train. I could not call you as there was no PCO open.” He gently replied.

“The gentleman who received my handset, he will be returning to Delhi on Saturday and handover to me in the Bhatinda station. Such a nice guy he is, isn’t it?

I know, you called up 20 times! The guy told me.” He added.

“Then, why the hell he didn’t pick up my call and convey the message? He can’t be a gentleman…..I don’t agree.” I asked him with fury and frustration.

“…..hmmmm….Sorry Sweetheart! It’s a tough question to answer.” He softly replied.

“No….Why? You’ll have to tell me…” I was stubborn.

“’Coz………’Coz….your number is saved as ----“Hitler the Great” in my phone, and that’s why he got scared to pick up the call…”

Before, I say something, the call got disconnected…….!!! Intentional or call really dropped…???  We are celebrating our 11 yrs anniversary today! But, yet to get the real answer!!!  :)

Happy Anniversary to us!!!! 


Tuesday, October 3, 2017

An Evening Star





























Twilight and evening bell,
Chirping of birds, smell of smoke
Evening star, and glow worm at far
And one clear call for me soon coming my way! I know….

Unsure what’s there after that dark!
I may not get up while I sleep…
But, No regret…No regret…
It was a long way…long journey….
I have completed a whole Century….

Hey kids!
Let’s there be no sadness of farewell
Let’s there be no moaning, when I put out to sea
I lived my life….

But……
So many untold stories….
So many desires yet to be full-filled…
So many books yet to be read…..


(Just few months to go....She will be 100!!! My Grandma - in Law is reading books bare eyes....Isn't it awesome to see? )

Friday, September 22, 2017

The First Man of my life





As the earth finds its same place in its orbit exactly after 365 days….when you chose to leave us to be a twinkling star at the sky….

Dewta….

I just wonder how time flies….!!!!

It’s been 1 year since you're gone….keeping those memories alive..……
I recount all those lost moments….the divine connection of a father to a daughter. The First Man of my life……

How awesome those days were…when we used to watch Chitrahar together every Wednesday……Sing our hearts out in the evening gupshups under the starry sky.  

My first unforgettable movie experience ‘Jeewan Surabhi’, when I was almost lost in the movie-mad crowd….when your ever-safe hands pulled me back to life.

How can I forget those hot and spicy samosas and kachories, you used to bring for us in the mornings and our little fights among bro and sisters for the biggest piece.., …I still feel the taste in my buds…..  

You tried to put in some discipline in our school days…early to bed and early to rise….But, you know Dewta! I used to be angry with you when you always wake me up early morning to study…..and sit beside me with lots of questions…..teach me for endless hours…

I still remember your red eyed warning that if I won’t study properly, you will tie my knot with an illiterate farmer………And…yes! It was just the perfect medicine….

I ever wondered how the hell on earth you came to know….when I started loving someone….and …Hee!! Hee!!! You read my love letters too….

Can I forget ever how you cried on my wedding day……like a kid?

No one could find my weakness and work on them like you.
No one was able to get inside and take every secret from my heart like you.

I keep remembering you….miss you…..
No one can take your place…..Dewta!!!

May be…God loves you more than us
Sometimes tears stream through my eyes….
I know, there is nothing else we can do than just praying…

Dewta….I will keep praying for you!!!


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