The First Man of my life

As the earth finds its same place in its orbit exactly after 365 days….when you chose to leave us to be a twinkling star at the sky….

Dewta….

I just wonder how time flies….!!!!

It’s been 1 year since you're gone….keeping those memories alive..…… I recount all those lost moments….the divine connection of a father to a daughter. The First Man of my life……

How awesome those days were…when we used to watch Chitrahar together every Wednesday……Sing our hearts out in the evening gupshups under the starry sky.  

My first unforgettable movie experience ‘Jeewan Surabhi’, when I was almost lost in the movie-mad crowd….when your ever-safe hands pulled me back to life.

How can I forget those hot and spicy samosas and kachories, you used to bring for us in the mornings and our little fights among bro and sisters for the biggest piece.., …I still feel the taste in my buds…..  

You tried to put in some discipline in our school days…early to bed and early to rise….But, you know Dewta! I used to be angry with you when you always wake me up early morning to study…..and sit beside me with lots of questions…..teach me for endless hours…

I still remember your red eyed warning that if I won’t study properly, you will tie my knot with an illiterate farmer………And…yes! It was just the perfect medicine….

I ever wondered how the hell on earth you came to know….when I started loving someone….and …Hee!! Hee!!! You read my love letters too….

Can I forget ever how you cried on my wedding day……like a kid?

No one could find my weakness and work on them like you.
No one was able to get inside and take every secret from my heart like you.

I keep remembering you….miss you…..
No one can take your place…..Dewta!!!

May be…God loves you more than us

Sometimes tears stream through my eyes….
I know, there is nothing else we can do than just praying…

Dewta….I will keep praying for you!!!